stormfallen: (nan da yo)
Sinus headaches are the worstttt. First I had a sore throat, then congestion, and now it's a cough and my head is stuffed like a freaking Thanksgiving turkey. I'm gonna go in search of some decongestant. x.x

I'd better get better by tomorrow, 'cause it's the Annual Boston Cosplay picnic (1:30 PM on the Commons, wheee) and I get to see Aki and Sora and Cloe and everyone. Next week I'm going to have to squeeze in some time with Newton ppl too. >.< I've been bad about arranging get-togethers. Maybe it's just stress, maybe I'm lazy.

...sent an email instead of a phone call, but I have one more to make. I guess I'm just frustrated because it took me so long to figure out what I wanted for myself, but now that I'm trying the process is so long and agonizing that it almost feels like it isn't worth it. I guess my parents are just at a loss for what to do, but they really don't feel supportive at all. My mom keeps saying negative things and it seems like she's given up on trying to give me any sort of positive reinforcement. The root of the problem, I know, is that I'm still at home. I'm infinitely more confident when I'm on my own, and when I know there's no one around who might take care of things for me, I step up. But with my parents around, even though I know they aren't going to make phone calls for me, I still have that feeling of complacency.

We'll see, I guess. No matter what happens it's not the end of the world, I'll deal.

...So, my iPod that I thought I lost at Miami airport in January? My mom found it in the bag with my sailing shoes. >.> So it's a bit smelly but after a charge it works just fine. On the other hand, I seem to have lost/misplaced/gotten my PSP stolen. That means system, case, memory card and Crisis Core UMD. Needless to say, I'm not happy. >.< (that's nearly $300 right there) I'm hoping that this is the usual "I put it somewhere and I'll find it in a while and think 'D'oh how did I forget it there!?'" because if it's not..ugh. I know I had it when Sora came over the other week. I almost always keep it in my bag, which means if it was stolen it was someone at work, since I don't have a locker. If so I'm going to kill someone. Ughhhhhhhh.

and some Odin Sphere ) to see if I can manage to clear my head long enough to get important things done.

I close my eyes and try to see the world unbroken underneath
the farther off and already it just might make the life I lead
a little more than make-believe when all my skies are painted blue
and the clouds don't ever change the shape of who I am to you

I'm waiting for the world to fall
I'm waiting for the scene to change
I'm waiting when the colors come
I'm waiting to let my world come undone


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November 2014



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