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So, after an amazing Saturday my mom decided to ruin it...thanks. I know I'm still behind. I know I've messed up a lot in the past. It makes me feel like a drug addict who keeps going to rehab but never gets better. The thing is, I WANT to change. And I KNOW it's hard for my parents to believe me. But it only makes it worse when all they do is criticize me. If this is what I get for trying, why should I?

I'm not blaming my mom, it's just...frustrating. Because I don't want to be miserable doing work all the time, but I haven't found a way to balance my life yet. At least I'm finally taking that goddamn test this week. But my thesis is really freaking me out. HOLY CRAP FIFTEEN PAGES BY FEBRUARY. I'm only a junior, spare me.

Sorry to all the people I can't hang out with...I'll let you know when my parents are letting me do stuff. I'm grounded in everything but name.

LJ may be for angst, but I'm going to stop now, because I did have an awesome time on Saturday. JJ-san invited me to the cosplay skating on the Frog Pond in Boston and it was AMAZING. <3 I'll have the pics up sometime...but I never thought holding hands with strangers and ice skating in costume while normal people stared in confusion would be so much fun. XD

EDIT: Turks on Ice (Well, they did it with Disney) )

there's always a straight way to the point you see...

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